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Glass
Any excuse to be nearby.
To get a glimpse.  To catch her eye.
She looks my way but does not see.
For I am glass.  She looks through me.
She touches him, his hand, his hair.
I close my eyes.  I cannot bear.
Why not me?  Do I ask to much?
Am I glass?  Am I cold to touch?
I held her once.  We were as one.
Somehow our life became undone.
Why did I think true love mattered.
I am glass.  Broken and shattered.
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What's Right.
There once was a boy,
there once was a girl.
He loved the girl dearly,
and the boy was her world.
The boy was kind,
and would be there to stay,
but the girl was broken.
She yearned to fly away.
The boy wouldn't let go,
he was determined to fix her,
but there was no secret,
no miracle cure.
She simply had to go,
set herself free.
This was the answer,
the only true key.
He wouldn't give up,
so she had to shove.
It was all in good interest,
all because of love.
But the boy was so patient,
so determined and kind,
he wouldn't give up.
She made up her mind.
There would be one last push,
one last try
before she had to give up,
let herself die.
The boy won't like it.
He'll try to fight.
It will hurt the girl greatly,
but she has to do what's right.
So I'm sorry, so sorry,
for what I have to do,
but please, please remember,
I truly, really love you.
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Angelene
Artist | Hobbyist | Photography
United States
Hi I'm Angie, I'm shy, friendly, rebellious, willful, and sarcastic. I'm always ready to listen and advise friends and be there when needed last but in no way least, clumsy (in a way that should win awards XD), awkward social misfit with a morbid-ism reflex that cants toward dark humor from time to time. I love anything different, strange or out of the ordinary.
I like hanging out in odd places (like graveyards for instance), love to read sci-fi, fantasy, horror, and have a long interest in the occult, supernatural. I have a love of music that spans from Heavy Metal and J-Rock to Pop and Symphony. I love gaming and movie/ anime watching (especially Asian horror films) with friends as out there as I am. XD I've also developed a taste for manga of the Yaoi/Shonen Ai, Supernatural/Horror, and Gender Bent varieties.
As you can see by my gallery, I also love to take photos of nature, architecture, animals, landscapes, etc. Though I rarely photograph people because I prefer to draw them instead, along with the rest in my preferred mediums of pencil or acrylic and I've loved to write poetry, songs and short stories since I learned to read.
If you want to know more feel free to ask, I won't bite.

Favourite genre of music: Metal/Symphonic Metal, Visual-Kei, Rock, alternative, J and K Pop
Favourite style of art: All kinds.
MP3 player of choice: Sansa
Favourite cartoon character: Scooby Doo
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I may not have been hard-core bullied as many misfits like me were, and as it went I was one of the lucky ones. My shyness, social awkwardness and klutziness were the main targets. (My school even put me in counseling for it. As if I wasn't already misfit enough.) I was the shy, bookworm girl that sat alone and had few friends. All through school I got along better with my teachers than I did with my classmates. I wore ill-fitting clothes because I wasn't confident in body image. For the majority of my school years I struggled to fit in, I wore clothes that fit with the trends, I let others convince me who I should and shouldn't be friends with and I became friends with thosef who showed interest, thus never keeping any long since most of them dumped me or tried to force me to fit to them. Despite of all of that I still did not fit in (no surprise.) It hurt because I wanted to belong somewhere, I found some measure of acceptance in classes such as Art and Creative Writing. But truth was I never fit with those of my own age, not in my K-4 class or my 4-12 class either. Always the odd one out teams and partners never or rarely chose me willingly, I was treated by some as fragile and breakable, I was picked on in that poking way, little things here and there but enough so that I rarely trusted anyone because I didn't know if I was being ridiculed or if they meant the things they said. I was treated like a small child by classmates years my junior, which I hated. When I was not being poked at or occasionally bullied I went unnoticed entirely. It was not until my last few high school years that I gave up any and all attempts to fit in with any of them, said "Screw it!" and stopped listening to people tell me who I should and should not be friends with and instead was friends or not with whomever I wanted, letting my true attitude shine through, instead of accepting ridicule I fought back, snapping back. The whole thing turned into a gradual shift that taught me much more than any "this is how you should be and if you aren't something is wrong with you" counseling that never fricking accomplished what it was "supposed" to do anyway. I think deep down I fought all of it. Those things were: Don't let anyone tell you who you are and who your friends are, it does not lead to happiness and if you don't fit the mold it is perfectly OK to find one you do fit or make one that does. Just be who you are and if people don't like it, who f***ing cares? Second, I learned how to start talking to people, I just had to do it my own way and stop fearing. I the end I let go of being afraid of what people thought of me and trying overly hard to make someone, anyone really, like me. It wasn't until I reached college that I found fellow misfits like myself who became my friends and helped me further find who I am and who I could be. ( My friends Emily and Jen, helped me in this much more than they might realize in this.)
Today I am still a shy, awkward, klutzy, uncoordinated misfit, but now I refuse to conform desperately and instead fight back against those who try and make me something I am not.

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KatarinaAutumn Featured By Owner Nov 17, 2014  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Thank U! :heart:
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xXNightshineXx Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2014  Hobbyist Artist
Thank you so much for Faving Dear. I LOVE YOUR cats and the way you explained yourself. I think youre a very interesting person 
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MadeinPlute Featured By Owner Oct 13, 2014  Professional Photographer
Thank you for the watch :DD
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DespicableMe1 Featured By Owner Jul 5, 2014  Hobbyist Writer
Thanks for the fav!
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skin242 Featured By Owner Edited Jun 30, 2014
Thankyou! Have a nice day
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CarlaSophia Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2014   Photographer
Welcome to sunsets :wave:

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CarlaSophia Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2014   Photographer
Welcome to NaturPics-club :wave:

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baka-wani Featured By Owner Jan 13, 2014
Thank you for the +watch Heart 
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ValeriaVarvarici Featured By Owner Jan 12, 2014
thanks for the favourite!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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BronzeRealm Featured By Owner Dec 24, 2013  Professional Artist
Many thanks for adding my art work to your Watched list! The honor and compliment means a great deal to me!
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